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| I feel emo. I feel mean, depressed, angst, angry, and any other negative feeling you can throw at me >: (
Poo faces. Worst kendo practice ever. Read my kendo journal for more info love....I love you..
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| Hm....I can't remember what I was thinking about with my last post....ah well...
I hate Mandarin class. But hey, who doesn't know that?
This house is frustrating me, but oh well.
I really like Danny; he's got a lot of character to him. I'm impressed.
I really do enjoy my interesting people.
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| I shouldn't blame anyone for this....but I want to..........
It's no one's fault....just depends on everyone's own decisions, no? But why do I feel so sad?
I don't know what to get her for her birthday....I'm so stuck.....I just want to crawl and huddle and cry.
....wah 
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| Changed the layout for many personal reasons. Just chose something at random. This layout means nothing.
And....I hate women and I hate myself @_@
I'm too emotional and I have too many excuses. Gaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah  ...
You know what I am? I'm a brat. But...it's about time I stopped putting
myself down because I'm getting sick of it and I think you're all sick
of it too....So....
I love me  and I should just shut up about my woes and love
myself some more because I'm not that bad of a person. I admit, my face
needs a little hormone issues it'll eventually work out, but other than
that, I think I'm pretty. My body isn't that bad although I should
lower it on the carb and calorie intake...but yeah. I'm pretty. Pretty
ug-...Pretty good looking  Tee hee.
I don't mind my personality. My sister's annoying though because she
always seems to take my good traits and turn it into a flaw. Poo to her.
I don't like my hair. I think it's thin and weak and that I should cut
it, but I'll grow it out. I'll eat a bit more iron, see what happens.
It's not all that bad. Maybe making it longer and curled will make it
look thicker and better, but that can wait when my braces come off
Yeah, I'm not content about my looks, but oh well. It's as good as it's
going to get (for now), so I should just learn to appreciate it.
And at least I don't hate my looks enough to get plastic surgery
I'm happy with what...well, I'm not happy with what my mom and dad gave
me, but I'm grateful they didn't curse me with some...bleh thing. Tee
hee.
Okay, I feel a lot better. Self appreciation can do a lot to a person
I'm...happy. Yes. I'm happy....for no-....I'm...just......cranky from period...yes...no. That's an excuse! Gargh!
Man, I'm such a woman T_T
Oh well, and least I can say I love myself : ) ..now I just have to say that to a mirror. Aw shucks.
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| I'm constantly upset with my mother. I'm not sure why.
I hate how my sister isn't very supportive of me. I mean, she always
puts things like my faults towards me in such an accusational tone. I
can't cope with those kinds of things; especially from her
Poo face to her.
I hate being a teen. It makes me think like a selfish egotistical self
absorbed narcissist. I just wish they'd leave me alone on the same
subject matter. They're getting annoying. I hate this tug of war fight.
No one's going to win at this rate. I hate hormones And all
the while I think it's not my fault, it's THEIR problem.
Arggggggggh...is Sensei's teaching not even getting through to me? I'm
a terrible student. I can't even learn crucial things like these when I
need it most. It's so hard to let go. I'm addicted to torturous pain. I
suck. I suck I suck I suck.
And my stomach hurts. I have a stomach ache  Poo...
I hate my room. I'm insulted my sister thought that was just an excuse.
She sucks. She really sucks. That wasn't an excuse. I do hate my room.
She sucks and she's wrong. I HATE her when she's like that. She sucks
when she's mad. She's the suckiest sucking poo face when she's mad. Why
is she such a sucky poo face lord? Why? Why oh why?
She's so much like my mother, I should just get a gun and shoot her
before she turns that way...then again, did she even pinky swear to
that pack? Don't think she took it that seriously....I mean, it doesn't
even seem she minds all this. Bezeus, I don't want to mothers on my
case. Actually, scratch that. I'll put the gun to my head instead.
Why am I so mad?!!???????????!!!!
My SISTER made me so mad with that snide "cunning" pathetic unthought
of crappy sleezy ugly fugly friggin' remard Screw her to
Timbuktu and Lalaland
ARGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGH!!! I'm such a TEEN
I want to rid people like me from this planet who don't deserve to
breath oxygen. Selfish people like me. I need to rid myself from the
gene pool before I contaminate it anymore.
Bleeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeh
I hate my age. 14 is an absolutely useless number (especially now since
sex is a no go with the Conservative's way of going about all this
mumbo jumbo). 15 is useless. 16 is less useless. 17 is okay useless. 18
is drukenly illegal useless. 19 is acceptable. 20's okay. and from then
on...i won't know what to do with my life.
I feel sick.
...my tummy hurts still
Okay...I should stop complaining....no wait.
This is my complaining journal. This journal is all about complaining
and bitching and whining and screaming all the negativity and feelings
I feel when I want and how much I want to.
If your ears are rotting, it was your choice to read.
My other xanga is much happier if you'd prefer.
Here, I complain....and occasionally I speak of hidden passions and lustful desires...but that's for another post.
Right now, my tummy hurts and i'm cranky, insulted, mad, and hysterically in pain  Bitter too. Very bitter. Poo face.....my butt is uncomfortable....tarter sauce.
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